I miss you already.

Rangerscott · 08-09-2010, 11:14 PM

I was debating on whether or not to post this, but I consider ALL of you guys my friends, even pedo Tigger and a-hole Trip. My father called me a few hours ago and gave me the news that my grandpa died today. It really hurts to type right now. I'm not good with sadness or anger so I tend to display them wrong. I hate to cry but typing this is helping me to let it out. I knew this day would come but I was hoping he and I would be older, but that is selfish of me to say since he lived most of his life with diabetes and several heart attacks and bypasses. He was a good man and laughed all the time. He was the grandpa I was around the most; I grew up most of my life around him and grandma. He had a heart attack earlier this year and the docs couldn't do anything to help him that time. He's add so many stints and he's exceeded amount of bypasses I believe. They said it would just have to be medication from now on.

I really don't know what grandma is going to do now. Being alone at home and not having her husband in bed next to her. I don't know what it feels like to lose someone that close, but it hurts just to think about it. I don't live in the same city as they do anymore. I was there this weekend. My father and I had dinner with them and he was just fine. Acted like his usual self with no worries at all. My grandma has seen him at his worse every time, but if she wasn't there, then he may have been gone a long time ago.

I'm leaving tomorrow and don't know when I'll be back. This is part of life, but this is the part that hurts the most.

RACER X · 08-09-2010, 11:15 PM

Godspeed to your grandpa

Particle Man · 08-09-2010, 11:18 PM

I'm sorry to hear this man.

RIP to your grandfather

dReWpY · 08-12-2010, 01:19 AM

GODSPEED

I am kinda going through something similar, my gf mom just died last week and its been a rough time for everyone that knew her

tached1000rr · 08-09-2010, 11:28 PM

sorry to hear this....

TommyHotWheel · 08-09-2010, 11:34 PM

Been there, let your feelings flow and remember the great times. My prayers are with ya brother.

Rangerscott · 08-09-2010, 11:44 PM

My grandma and dad got to say goodbye. Dad said grandma is doing better than he thought she would. Getting to say goodbye probably helps.

thirdgenlxi · 08-09-2010, 11:47 PM

Awww man, I'm really sorry to hear this Brandon

I'm the same way with this kinda stuff, I don't take it well either. We're all here to listen and help any way we can, so feel free to let it out... whatever will help

My condolences to you and the rest of the family... may he RIP

Adeptus_Minor · 08-09-2010, 11:53 PM

Really sorry to hear it, man.

Celebrate his life.

Amber Lamps · 08-10-2010, 12:08 AM

I'm really sorry man... all of my grand parents were gone by the time I was 12 and we weren't very close. I don't really know how you feel but I hope that you can reflect and focus on the positive aspects of your time together... you were very lucky to have had him this long and to have been able to see him one last time before he passed away was a great gift that you were given. Cherish it always.

BTW if you run into any cute underage cousins, get some numbers for a brother...you knew I wasn't letting that pedo comment slide....

Take care of yourself and remember that it's alright to grieve bro, don't bottle it in. He deserves your tears and your smiles.

08-09-2010, 11:14 PM	#1
Rangerscott Viff6N Mutated Warrior Join Date: Mar 2009 Location: Texas Moto: '01 Honda VFR 800 & '09 ER-6N Posts: 8,704	I miss you already. I was debating on whether or not to post this, but I consider ALL of you guys my friends, even pedo Tigger and a-hole Trip. My father called me a few hours ago and gave me the news that my grandpa died today. It really hurts to type right now. I'm not good with sadness or anger so I tend to display them wrong. I hate to cry but typing this is helping me to let it out. I knew this day would come but I was hoping he and I would be older, but that is selfish of me to say since he lived most of his life with diabetes and several heart attacks and bypasses. He was a good man and laughed all the time. He was the grandpa I was around the most; I grew up most of my life around him and grandma. He had a heart attack earlier this year and the docs couldn't do anything to help him that time. He's add so many stints and he's exceeded amount of bypasses I believe. They said it would just have to be medication from now on. I really don't know what grandma is going to do now. Being alone at home and not having her husband in bed next to her. I don't know what it feels like to lose someone that close, but it hurts just to think about it. I don't live in the same city as they do anymore. I was there this weekend. My father and I had dinner with them and he was just fine. Acted like his usual self with no worries at all. My grandma has seen him at his worse every time, but if she wasn't there, then he may have been gone a long time ago. I'm leaving tomorrow and don't know when I'll be back. This is part of life, but this is the part that hurts the most.

08-09-2010, 11:15 PM	#2
RACER X AMA Supersport Join Date: Nov 2008 Location: Richmond, Tx Moto: '10 Tuono Factory Posts: 4,569	Godspeed to your grandpa __________________ ΜΟΛΩΝ ΛΑΒΕ 2014 GROM! 181cc of FURY 2010 Aprilia Tuono Factory - SOLD 2009 SFV Gladius - SOLD 2008 Hayabusa - SOLD.

08-09-2010, 11:18 PM	#3
Particle Man Custom User Title Join Date: Nov 2008 Location: Central NY Moto: 2003 SV650S Posts: 14,959	I'm sorry to hear this man. RIP to your grandfather __________________ I'm not "fat." I'm "Enlarged to show texture." Handle every stressful situation like a DOG: If you can't eat it or hump it, pi$$ on it & walk away.

08-09-2010, 11:34 PM	#6
TommyHotWheel Imported from Detroit Join Date: Nov 2008 Location: Michigan Moto: 2001 Suzuki TL1000R Posts: 989	Been there, let your feelings flow and remember the great times. My prayers are with ya brother. __________________ Cry Havok! And let slip the hogs of war!

08-09-2010, 11:47 PM	#8
thirdgenlxi They call me a ride whore Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: Mills River, NC Moto: 2004 CBR 600 F4i Posts: 353	Awww man, I'm really sorry to hear this Brandon I'm the same way with this kinda stuff, I don't take it well either. We're all here to listen and help any way we can, so feel free to let it out... whatever will help My condolences to you and the rest of the family... may he RIP __________________ *-Jared* Black/Red '04 CBR 600 F4i - 253,500 miles and counting Black '89 Accord LX-i sedan - 435,200 miles still going strong States visited on my F4i facebook.com/thirdgenlxi

08-09-2010, 11:28 PM	#5
tached1000rr WERA White Plate Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: NC Moto: 2009 GSXR 1300 Posts: 2,448	sorry to hear this....

08-09-2010, 11:44 PM	#7
Rangerscott Viff6N Mutated Warrior Join Date: Mar 2009 Location: Texas Moto: '01 Honda VFR 800 & '09 ER-6N Posts: 8,704	My grandma and dad got to say goodbye. Dad said grandma is doing better than he thought she would. Getting to say goodbye probably helps.

08-09-2010, 11:53 PM	#9
Adeptus_Minor Hopster Join Date: Nov 2008 Location: Austin, TX Moto: 2009 Buell 1125R Posts: 4,743	Really sorry to hear it, man. Celebrate his life. __________________ “Well, obviously before; after was all gendarmes and dick stitches.”

08-10-2010, 12:08 AM	#10
Amber Lamps Moto GP Star Join Date: Mar 2008 Posts: 14,556	I'm really sorry man... all of my grand parents were gone by the time I was 12 and we weren't very close. I don't really know how you feel but I hope that you can reflect and focus on the positive aspects of your time together... you were very lucky to have had him this long and to have been able to see him one last time before he passed away was a great gift that you were given. Cherish it always. BTW if you run into any cute underage cousins, get some numbers for a brother...you knew I wasn't letting that pedo comment slide.... Take care of yourself and remember that it's alright to grieve bro, don't bottle it in. He deserves your tears and your smiles.